1st August 2012

It feels like a while since I last wrote a blog post, but I don't really have anything to say. Nothing very interesting anyway. At the moment, life is pretty content. It's pretty much like a waiting game. I'm waiting to go to America on Monday, and exciting as it is, I've got a feeling that it could be quite stressful at some points. The plane journey for example, dreading it. 8 hours is a long time to be sat doing nothing, so we'll just have to see how I get on. It'll all be worth it though, because I know when I get there I'll be diving into the arms of Mickey Mouse, hell yes. The heat is also slightly worrying me, because I know it's going to be absolutely insanely hot, as in to hot to move. I seem to struggle in heat, so that should be an experience as well. I know that I'll look anything but attractive! Not much chance of me finding my Disney's Prince Charming in America, ah well. 

At the moment, I'm quite missing my independence. I got used to living on my own whilst I was away at Uni, and it's strange to come back and lose the majority of my independence. My car Poppy keeps me going though. I've only cooked once while I've been at home, and now I'm getting worried I'll have forgotten how to. It'll be strange having to get back into the whole routine again, it took me ages to figure myself out when I started Uni last year. I know now that I'm a completely different person to who I was when I first started Uni last year as well, and it makes me wonder if I'll change anymore. I guess living in a house will allow me to gain even more independence, I even reckon I'll probably end up maturing even more. It won't be like halls where there are people everywhere, just having fun, such as water fights in the hall way and mattress surfing down the stairs etc. Now we've got the responsibility of looking after a house, no maintenance to come and save our asses like last year. It's a strange thought, but I'm sure that I will get used to it. 

I still reckon I'm trying to find myself in this world. I've started thinking of possible career ideas, where I could live, and what I'm going to do after Uni. It's quite strange thinking of such serious thing, as when I leave Uni it'll be the first time I've been out of education since I was about 3. Then I'm plunged into the real world, what the hell am I going to do? Scary, but that's just life. Freshers is coming up, and that's making me really excited. A week of going to mad parties, getting drunk and lying about in the day doing nothing pretty much equals a student's heaven, just saying.